Dear blogger of mine,
Hey once again, well yesterday was a bad day for me I guess. No morning wishes No text to wait and so on. Yesterday, I miss him like crazy. Im getting moody, "sakit hati" pun ada , haha and I feel like I wanna cry . But today, He really made my day. Even just a simple chit chat with him, my heart goes ' dupdapdupdap' hahaha ! It's kinda weird about us, we have stop everything, we agreed to stop everything but now it's different . Are we stop for real or what? hmm.. I'm not care about that much ,cause I'm happy that we can still contacted each other haha !
One more thing that make me smile and happy, when I ask him , " When you are not chatting with me, what did you feel " He answer me , " I feel empty" hahaha! That really2 made my day for sure, I'm smiling alone , imagining what will we look like if we can get together as a " Lover " . When I'm thinking that , "oh , we agreed to stop all of this " , I become a sad person again, I just wish not to stop this, I want it to be just like that, living in our little world where there were just " Me and Him " It's hard to live a life without him, I really feel empty , I wanna get angry and so on !! I just love him so much , so so so so so so MUCH ! Everyday, we are talking about many thing sometime its just a same story but he still "layan" my story yang berulang itu . hahaha ! Hmm.. I have this in mind, can we just stay like before no need to stop it ? but yeah, Im thinking again, I've agreed before so I will try to move on even if its hurt me . Im trying not take an advantage on other person happiness. :)
: I love you sayang :
sincerely : KJazzny_
One more thing that make me smile and happy, when I ask him , " When you are not chatting with me, what did you feel " He answer me , " I feel empty" hahaha! That really2 made my day for sure, I'm smiling alone , imagining what will we look like if we can get together as a " Lover " . When I'm thinking that , "oh , we agreed to stop all of this " , I become a sad person again, I just wish not to stop this, I want it to be just like that, living in our little world where there were just " Me and Him " It's hard to live a life without him, I really feel empty , I wanna get angry and so on !! I just love him so much , so so so so so so MUCH ! Everyday, we are talking about many thing sometime its just a same story but he still "layan" my story yang berulang itu . hahaha ! Hmm.. I have this in mind, can we just stay like before no need to stop it ? but yeah, Im thinking again, I've agreed before so I will try to move on even if its hurt me . Im trying not take an advantage on other person happiness. :)
: I love you sayang :
sincerely : KJazzny_
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